100/365

holy cow! i'm on day 100. only 265 more days left on my project.

i feel so much better since i've left. i've had many people tell me that i look better now than i did when i was still working up there. i feel more relaxed and happy again.

i've pretty much neglected my make up bag the past couple of weeks. i haven't put on any make up aside from curling my eye lashes. i'm getting comfortable with myself again. getting confidence in myself back. this, to me, is the first real sign that i'm coming back into myself. not to say that i'll never wear make-up again or that i don't like it. but just that it became something it shouldn't be to a woman- a mask. for me, i couldn't face the day without a thick layer on. i felt naked, vulnerable when i didn't wear it. too vulnerable, in fact, that i wouldn't go anywhere without it and if i happened to forget a step, i freaked out.

anyway. here's to another step.